I Trust In You

            Trust.

            I've been thinking about this concept, Trust. Is it just like faith or love or fidelity? Can it hold objectivity or is it merely a play of subjective vantage points of people. They say that our first teachers are our parents. I believe so. Our parents give us our firsts. What about those adopted or those who really under such circumstances were not able to experience parenting? I would have to say that, they learn through the first people they meet. What if parents are unprepared? would they be able to transfer to their products the kind of values needed for nation building or at least produce people who are willing to submit themselves to live a life of moral standards?

            But, I do not want to put all the blame to parents. Of course, marami pa rin talagang variables that shape a person's value system, nandyan ang genes, hereditary, rooting from the ancestors of our ancestors, ang hormones, ang gatekeepers of media, who uses power to manipulate the world for their own profit, ang social interaction, interpersonal or intrapersonal. All these experiences are the variables that define who we are. 

               

              But, I still do believe that people owe it to themselves to AT LEAST be a good person.

               Mahirap ba talaga ibaba ang pride? Mahirap ba talaga magpatawad? 

               So, just because someone did "something wrong" to you, that you felt it so grave that you are using your defense mechanism on him. Nagpopower trip ka. That's your defense mechanism. You think you can manipulate the world, exploit people, and destroy their future, just because you are seated at the right hand of the father, which I came to know, you also did some hokus-pokus. Kapag nasasaktan pala ang isang taong nasa kapangyarihan, nagpo-power trip. You take it personally, nagiging unprofessional ka na. Whatever happened to your value system? May mga magulang ka ba talaga? May surname ka naman. Pero bakit ganon? hindi mo pa rin talaga, after all these years, makalimutan ang "nagawang kasalanan". Wala ka man lang bang nararamdamang hiya sa apelyido mo. Or are you even aware of the image that you are projecting to the rest of the people around. If not, well, I'm telling you now, you are hurting them, BIG TIME. You are exploiting them! You are destroying their future! You are a representation of hell on Earth.

             How can you condemn people without much trial. Daig mo pa ang gobyerno ng Pilipinas. Ang pamahalaan nga, kahit na guilty na guilty na ang mga public officials idadaan at idadaan pa rin sa public trial. as for you, no matter how much people give their best to you, it will NEVER suffice you, for you will ALWAYS look for holes for them to fill in. Tinatanggalan mo sila ng right to dream. That's why, they'd rather CHOOSE to leave you, which for me is good for them. Wala silang future pagsilbihan ang isang taong may value system na kagaya mo. Tapos, ngayon, you're asking what went wrong? You are asking for reasons? In denial ka pa of your own rottenness!

               Have some pity on your parents for putting shame onto their names! Or should I blame them for bringing you here.