I
don’t have many friends. I prefer my life to be that way. But once I get close
to someone, regardless of gender, I start to care for him, respect him, treat
him with gentleness, and kindness. And I love him with an ending I don’t know
when. His happiness is my concern. His sadness is my sadness too. That’s why
even if I’m away, I make sure that he is happy; if not at least he is fine. I
guess, that’s what scientists call symbiosis, that as I venture into knowing a
stranger deeply, he becomes part of my life.
It
just saddens me that a stranger I now call FRIEND finds it hard to disclose to
me whatever, for apparent reasons I am not fully aware of.
Yes,
I now know that I should never expect too much from people because you taught
me that whatever I give, I give those freely. And I guess, asking for a full
disclosure from you is asking for too much. And that asking for a mere update
of whatever that has been happening in your life is taking too much part of
your life. And that you may find it unfair because you may think that I have
not been that transparent to you too or that I might just spread rumors about
you.
But,
I just want you to know, in case you are not aware that I am courageous now. I
understand people from a different perspective now. I find myself accepting
people’s weaknesses, mistakes, and failures with utmost compassion now than
before. I just don’t want to be the last to know every time.
Walang komento:
Mag-post ng isang Komento