I just finished watching Stanger than Fiction, it’s a movie about a fictional character of a novelist, which happens to be a real person in real life. The ending was good. I liked how the novelist managed to put everything contrary to what the readers/audience would expect. The dialogue was beautifully done. What struck me most about the ending are the lines. “The moment we lose ourselves from fear and despair is the moment we feel that everything is okay.” Most of the time, I think to myself when can I lose myself in life. Say for example, when I can have the courage to do things. When can I just fall in love? When can I be just in love with someone? I guess what’s holding me back really is my mindset that people, once they fall in love, it will result to mediocrity. Mabobobo ka, once you fall in love. You can’t help it. It’s just in the nature of things. Your body cannot function following two major organs at the same time, which is, of course, the brain and the heart. And because I believe myself to be smart, I don’t want to be a mediocre. Though, as I have said, many times, it’s a big “what if” in my life to see myself lose myself. Will I be able to go back to my smart self? Or will I be just like kuya and ate who got rotten after falling in love? Will I regret having to lose myself? Or will I be glad that I finally did? These are the recurring questions that come up as I continue to journey on my life, my lovelife.
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