I, together with Collie and Ice went to Sta. Clara to say thanks for the result of the LET. Aside from that, I prayed for God’s or Sta. Clara’s divine intervention into my life. I’m not actually asking for a man- for that “someone special” to come into my life. To be honest, I asked that they intercede to give me courage. Yes, I think that is what I need in my life-Courage, because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of many things. I’m afraid with many things. I’m afraid of heights, of failure, of pain of heartbreak, of giving birth, of raising children, of not be able to give them what they want much more what they need, most of all, I’m afraid to fall- in love. I prayed that God will help me find my own strength to accept the realities of life, that despite my ideal self, I would be able to embrace reality that would later on lead to love- loving myself, and in return love somebody else, everybody else. I’m putting my faith in God- whatever His plans are. I’m not in a hurry. After all, I have learned to believe that God will always not give you what you want, but He will only give you what you deserve.
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